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08:04pm 01/03/2005
  Sooo its been a while since i've updated! im not sure what to say. i love sabrina though. weve had some good phone calls recently. well yeah. with me being a stupid loser. but i love her anyway.

so today was a snowday. YAYYYYYYYY. the day after my 16th birthday. it feels AWESOME to say im 16 now and not be lying. i hung out with desmond today. things have been weird recently. i like him so much but im horrible at showing him that. like we hung out today. we went to silvermine school and saw tassy....with chris and like 50 million others. he HAD to get out and start a snowball fight which SUCKED BALLS. i was so bored. so i sat in the car and called sabrina. but right after that i crawled out of the window. haha it was awesome. then i got tassy to spank me and i gave him a huge hug and i gave chris a hug for no reason just to piss desmond off. then i opened the sun roof and these girls poured snow on desmonds head. it made me happy. but i like him a lot. we kissed a few times in the car too. and stuff. yeah i like him. UGHHH. but then i hate him cuz he made me cry this weekend. he said he doesnt really want to go out but hes not sure. yeah. weird. i dunno now he says he does wanna go out, just not yet. yeah...

so this weekend should be fun. im not grounded anymore. i was supposed to say rude things in here but yeah i cant cuz im bored and wanna go haha sorry sabrina. i love you anyway. bye nuccas. oh yeah but i talked to this HOT black kid today who im meeting this weekend. hehe im excited!


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10:22pm 20/02/2005
  hi. im bored. i havent updated forever. vacation was awesome. check out my updated myspace.


bye lovers.

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02:42pm 10/02/2005
mood: horny
right now im kind of worried because i have two tests to make up tomorrow, and im not planning on going to school...that might be a problem. the history club (i know, im a geek) was supposed to go on a field trip to nyc tomorrow, but its cancelled yet i plan on skipping school anyway. oh well..

i talked to desmond yesterday. despite the fact that i kept thinking he didnt care about me, he let me know yesterday that he had 'fallen for me' and stuff. i guess that makes me pretty happy.

im sick and tired of kenny and his stupid friends bothering me every day in school. he is such a fucking jerk and so are his little minions - jason, joe, and especially jp and brad. stupid freshmen.

my ear is making a silly noise-ish right now. its like thumping. its so weird. im so weird. yay.

i cant wait for vacation. its so stupid that our school has vacation next week, whereas everyone else gets school off the week after, but i guess its better for me since we get that monday off as well. im going to boston - looking @ colleges (duh) and going to fenway park...and seeing cousins. it should be fun. after that were going snowboarding! i cant wait. i might hook up with catherine and karen while im in boston, since theyll be there too. hook up as in meet up with them.

well my ears being really obnoxious and i have to go to the doctor soon, so ill ttyl!

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11:37pm 07/02/2005
mood: havent started homework yet...
ah, do this please...

01. Who are you, what's our relationship:
02. How and where did we meet:
03. What's my middle name:
04. How long have you known me:
05. Tell me one good thing about myself:
06. When you first saw me what was your impression:
07. My age:
08. Birthday:
09. My favorite band at the moment:
10. Color of my eyes:
11. Do I have any siblings:
12. Have you ever had a crush on me:
13. What's one of my favorite things to do:
14. Do you remember one of the first things I said to you:
15. Describe me in 3 words:
16. Name 5 things I love:
17. Do you think I'm good looking:
18. How would you describe me to someone:
19. Would you ever date me:
20. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: What do you like most about me:
22: If we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: Have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
26. What do you think my weakness is:
27. Do you think I'll get married:
28. What makes me happy:
29. What makes me sad:
29.5. What makes me mad:
30. What reminds you of me:
31. If you could give me anything what would it be:
32. When's the last time you saw me:
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same:
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen:
35. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you:
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why:
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me:
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be:
39. Would you make a move on me:
40. Do I cross your mind at least once a day:

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My Entries Are Getting Really Unorganized   
07:14am 07/02/2005
mood: cynical
hi my lovelies! <3

i havent updated this in a little while, so thats what im doing now! this weekend was okay. i dont think anything good happened. i got a drunken phone call from desmond on friday night. saturday everyone (desmond, armando, tassy, colin, danielle etc.) went out to a party, but i couldnt go obviously. armando got upset cuz danielle wasnt paying enough attention to him. meg, katie, and brian came over on saturday night. we watched napoleon dynamite. i <3 that movie!!! sunday nothing happened. homework didnt even happen. thats why im skipping two classes today =\ cuz i didnt study for the test that i have in those classes (its a double period class). so that totally sucks. i talked to desmond on the phone for a while though. i really like him....a lot. and he knows it, and he likes me too and we should go out but we both agreed that we need to hang out moer first. wowee. anyway, im going to go.

sabrina, i <3 you

edit: oh shit, i forgot to make this friends @ first.

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06:57pm 05/02/2005
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i am love. =P

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06:25pm 05/02/2005
mood: haha i dont feel crappy silly!
well, im really bored. everyones going out tonight except me. i havent updated this thing in a while. oh well. anyway, katie, meg and brian are coming over tonight. oh wait, scratch that. katie cant come.

my birthday is in 23 days!! i cant wait, ill be so old! jk, ill be only a year older. i dont know what im going to do for my bday yet. hopefully have a big party. thatd be cool.

i have so much homework to do but i really dont want to do it. i keep telling myself to do it and to be better, but i cant. i give up on everything. im just gonna start it like after katie and co. leave and then ill just keep going. i have to punish myself. so i guess that means ill start at midnight, read my dumb documents until 9am, since i calculated that it would take me 9 hours to read them. then ill prepare my essay until 12. then ill make dumb sandwiches for NCL. then ill go to my dumb NCL meeting. then ill come home and do more essay shit. amstud sucks ballllls.

well i really like this guy right now. im not sure if he knows. i hint at it all the time. wow, yeah, i really like him. he told me the other day that he likes me, but sometimes i just cant tell. hes a senior right now and so hes graduating in june. maybe i have a chance with him. hes gonna go off by himself and get shitfaced, while im stuck here with meg and brian. woo hoooo. ok ttyl vacay is in like a week!!!!

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06:55pm 28/01/2005
mood: cold
today wasnt too bad. i skipped american studies =o because i forgot to study for the quiz, and then i had two more free periods, which i spent playing Mario Kart on the computer, like all the guys in the room. pretty gay. hmm someone pulled the fire alarm at school, so we had to run outside in the middle of lunch. we got an extra 20 minutes, so my 20 minute lunch became 40 minutes. hey, we deserved it. i had to stand outside for 10 minutes with 3 guys who just talked about masturbating and sex the entire time. really pleasant...stoller was one of them. at least he talks to me now. he wouldnt talk to me before because sarah (his gf) didnt want him to b/c she thinks im mean to her. thats cuz shes an ugly praying mantis. anyway...im gonna go and do something. i love freshmen.

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06:14pm 26/01/2005
Your College Life by highfivejunkie
What will you study?
Your Roomateasian_tourist
The Football Playeryour_arms_again
The Cheerleaderimnotacucumber
The Band Geekdougie2
Highly involved in their Frat/Sorority2_to_tango
The Crazy Drunkfall_0u7_b0y
The College Slutdougie2
Your Significant Otherimnotacucumber
The Creep that sneaks into girl's showersasian_tourist
Likeliness you'll graduate: 68%
Quiz created with MemeGen!

That's funny....Brad, a drunk....doug, a band geek.....and steph a football player??? ha....

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Why I am a Democrat   
10:51pm 25/01/2005
mood: crazy
1) Being a Democrat is being just, caring, hopeful, understanding, having morals and never saying "never."
2) We are the party that most exemplifies why this country was formed.

Republicans speak of fighting for freedom, yet want to take it away with the Patriot Act. They speak of justice, yet let corporate executives steal from shareholders while paying themselves millions, cut jobs to move them overseas, lower worker safety, twist polution laws, and set up dummy headquartes in Jamaica to avoid their fair share of taxes. Yet they are STILL getting contracts paid for by our tax dollars, and running up record deficits. Bush snickers, "It''s our money," but he fails to point out, it's also our debt! BOOYA BUSH! BEAT THAT ONE, white boy.

>yay for gay marriage
>yay for abortion (even though id never have one)
>yay for me

I just took a test and it said I was Green Party...that's pretty fucked up. I'm not a fucking tree-smoker/hugger. Damn hippies.


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03:55pm 24/01/2005
mood: full
Some annoying person left a promotional banner thing for a community in my profile today. That angered me, so I deleted it.

I just ate a peanut butter and banana sandwhich. So healthy.

Today was great. I moved from AP US into American Studies (an honors program for English and History as opposed to AP which I was in before) and it should go great! The teachers are both hot and nice, so I'm excited. I kind of got shit for it from all the people in my AP class though. They now think I'm retarded. Awesome.

January 27, 2005 is
LiveJournal Rabbit-Hole Day
"Let's have a day where nobody's life makes sense anymore, where any random LJ you click on will bring you some strange new tale. Let's all fall down the Rabbit Hole for 24 hours and see what's there. It will be beautiful."
More information

And I just took this quiz (I actually took it yesterday as well, and got different results, but oh well!)

You scored as Emo & More. Emo and Screamo.

Emo & More 100%
Indie 88%
Hardcore 54%
Indie Rock 46%
Punk and Pop Punk 42%
Industrial 33%
Hip Hop and Rap 21%
Mainstream 17%
Ska 17%
Classic Rock 17%
Britpop 8%
Country 4%


haha that describes me perfectly. except, what the fuck is industrial???

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Blah blah blah   
06:02pm 22/01/2005
mood: amused
why is it that i always start liking the guys that dont even have the same zip code as me? ugh! anyway, yes, i am desperate and have NO BOYFRIEND and it is upsetting me.

hmm...i really like this song "all that ive got" by the used. its quite catchy.

i dont like this snow. theres too much, and its too cold. omg i want a boy. i cant get it off my head.

my mom told me to eat beef today. i laughed.

i want to go snowboarding tomorrow. i think i might if its not too cold (which it will be, duh). blah im so bored!

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Weight Loss   
01:38pm 20/01/2005
mood: crappy
I know she's not going to read this which is why I'm writing about it, but Josephine has gotten so annoying. I mean, I find it really obnoxious when she asks me if I'm actually going to stick to my diet this time. Like, honestly, that just makes me feel worse about myself and that's definitely not what I need. On that topic, I signed up with www.fitday.com. I used to love that site. Anyway, having signed up for it, I found out that I'm screwing myself over. I have over 500% of some vitamins a day, and less than 1% of others. I also burn about 2000 more calories than I eat, which is also bad. I need help. Blah!

Anyway, I failed TWO tests today. I felt so bad because I didn't realize that I was supposed to drive Jack home today. So I walked out of History 30 minutes late, since Mr. Dasher wanted us to stay until 12 instead of 11.30, and he was like "You're driving me home!...and my brother and my cousin". That was awesome, I was confused, and then I felt really bad when he told me he had been waiting for 30 minutes. Yeah, well everyone got home eventually.

I have a really bad headache, and I'm not quite sure what not eating so much dairy is going to do to me. I heard it's good for your skin, but I'm not sure. I really hope it is, since my mom tells me that being vegetarian is going to make my skin worse. Great, just what I need!

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Midterms SUCK   
01:24pm 19/01/2005
mood: ditzy
Wow, exams suck. A lot. I took Latin yesterday which went so much better than I had expected. Today I had Physics, which was absolutely horrible. I hate that class.

I'm getting my schedule switched around for second semester, so my frees are going to change which I guess will be cool since I'll have them with different people.

I'm vegetarian again. I love it. I had vegetable soup for lunch. It was so good. I want more. I also want to work out, which is what I should be doing right now, but no, of course I'm doing this instead.

I didn't dress emo today! I wore a D&G jacket and some Miss Sixty jeans. I felt weird. I didn't like it. No more. Haha. I also felt fat, because I am.

This weekend - partying. But ew, I'm getting a facial tomorrow. I HATE getting facials. Like...the ones at the spa, not the other kind, you dirty whore! I'm sure I'd hate getting one of those as well, though.

I really need to get to work. What am I doing? I can't fail my English midterm. FUCK YOU, CONSIGLIO. God, I hate that class. Blah...toodles!

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Oh boy   
05:04pm 16/01/2005
mood: blank
I haven't started studying for exams yet, and its 5pm on Sunday. That's going to be a problem. But I'm promising myself that I'll study straight through the night, all the way until tomorrow evening. I have to. I can manage it. After all, I usually don't go to bed until 3.30am anyway. So that leaves me with over 24 hours to study. =D

Today I went to my Math SATII course. I achieved a 740 on my practice exam, which was dissapointing. I want that 780 so badly. I met a guy taking the course who goes to school with a friend of mine. I thought that was cool.

I just ate a ton. I'm really full. I'm going vegetarian tomorrow and I'm getting rid of most dairy except skim milk. I just feel so gross every time I eat that stuff. It's so sad. Think about the poor calf who was killed the next time you eat veal. Isn't it disturbing?

Last night was very interesting. Of course I was home because I had to study (which I never did), so I got to listen to my parents talk all evening with their friends at the dinner party. They ended up playing strip poker, which was quite entertaining, and I got some good pictures of me with my dad being gangsta. 'Cuz you know the Hursts - we're so ghetto.

I watched "The Office Special" last night. That show annoys me so much, but now I have that song "If You Don't Know Me By Now" stuck in my head because stupid David Brent decided to put that on his album which sold about 150 copies.

Alright, I guess I'll be going off to study. I really need to. I'm annoyed. I don't think I have enough time. =(


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What to do, what to do   
05:48pm 14/01/2005
mood: curious
Alright, I'm going to make this short because I have to go off and make plans, but today has been insane.

I went to my guidance counselor during B period, then "studied" for math during C period, spoke to Mr. Harvey after school and then Mr. Consiglio, who kept me 15 minutes late and left my dad outside getting verrrrry frustrated. I don't like Mr. Consiglio at all. He's so obnoxious, and even though I'm very Liberal, as is he being a gay man, he disagrees with everything I say. I love it.

Oh my God, I met the hottest guy today. He's a history teacher at my school. I never realized how hot he was, but I found myself staring at him for the whole 15 minutes that we had a discussion during B period. Wow. Mr McGurk. Funny thing is, he's the guy my mom met at a blood drive and told me he was hot. Haha, my mom...so funny.

I really wanted to go to Stamford again today but Catherine's busy babysitting so I can't. I also want to go to see The Sneaks at The Barn in Ridgefield because I know some of the people in the band, and it would be cool to hang out but of course I have no ride and my mom won't drive me. Grr!

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09:00pm 11/01/2005
friends only. comment to be added.

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